Seperation

It's only day one
and yet with this passing sun
I still continue thinking of all the fun
you and I had going through my mind as if on a run.

I still look at my phone in anticipation
waiting for an inclination
that you'll never forget me.

My head spins with feelings
of what could possibly be.

I get teary eyes
when I think of how we said our 'goodbyes'
it's been hardly a moment yet it feels like years.

I look in the mirror
and tend to get nearer
as I try to remember
your touch that still lingers like ember

I never knew you
yet your face brings me a clue
of why I feel so blue

Is this what they call love?
that emotion fits like a glove
get ready to release a dove...

A Life Worth Living

Is your life worth living? I tend to ponder this question, repeatedly, within the own confinds of my mind. What have I done, or anyone for that matter, to say that 'Yeah, I honestly made a difference with my life.'? I haven't done anything in my seventeen years on this Earth that I consider "Spectacular" and I'm sure (there's no offence meant in this) neither have most of you. I look at the people surrounding me and wonder what I could possibly do for them, for their future, and even for the Earth. They say that one person can make a difference, thats been proven true on small scale situations but what about large scale events like the situation in Darfur or the crisis World Hunger? Is it that one person makes a difference in tipping the scale or that because one person has done something that they've lit a fire inside another? Does it cause a chain reaction? A "Domino Affect", if you will? None the less, taking a stand and saying something or taking an action to do what you or I believe is individually right in our own hearts could, possibly, cause a chain reaction. Say this happens, you cause a chain reaction...will you still sit within your room and ponder that question of "Is this life worth living?"or will you look up at the stars remembering on how you were in the gutter but are now looking up at the stars. I know one truth, at this moment in time, that I am indeed looking up at the stars.